A new world [Open]

[phillip]

I only look up at the stars, unsure what to say of that matter really. Though I know even if I try to lift up his spirits and shit like that, he would still believe that. But why wasting immortality? If he was so good at it, why not holding onto it? Surely he has a second chance to make something of himself. Should I tell him that? No Phillip, not a good idea.

I only sighed, after hearing his words, and kept my eyes on the sky. However, he doesn't know that there were times my friend thought of the same thing. Even after losing his wife and children plus his mother. However, he even knew if he did that, even they wouldn't want that to happen.

"Well, I have indeed did something wrong in my life but I look to it as a lesson. Maybe the world doesn't understand and maybe if you allow, the sins could be washed away, a second chance if you will. I mean hell I myself NEVER was with a guy until I was kissed by one who wasn't really human. That really took by surprise actually. I could tell you more of that story, to get your mind off of what you were thinking. I mean it is worth a shot. Would you still like to hear it?" Yeah even though I still feel nothing but sadness of what happened to that same man....Haili....

[nikki]

I would sigh loudly as he seemed to be mulling things over. Once more he seemed to forget what our kind were capable of, he did not block his thoughts from me as I did from him. Smirking slightly, I would only chuckle as he seemed to not realize my invasion, however it was only a short one. This Vampire was a fool, he actually believed that we were capable of being anything more then what we were. We were hunters, killers, murderers. We could be nothing else, it was in our nature to kill and betray each other. Surely he would have understood this? I could tell by the beating of his heart he was old enough to understand how we were when it came to others.. to our own kind. Eventually I would betray him, he had to have known that. “No. We do not get a second chance. We're broken monster, lacking the soul required to be hum.” I said with a slow tone. I was telling the truth that he would soon learn.

“I suppose I'll listen.” I said with a soft tone. I did not truly care, however it was something we vampires were excellent at doing, mirroring human emotions and tones. It was not within my black, evil little heart to love or care about someone truly. Unlike many humans, and even some vampires.. my idea of love was to push them all away as I tormented them until I was alone. I could not express love in the proper fashion, it was never given to me even when I was alive. “Just don't talk about mushy love, we're vampires. If we could feel love then we would not be killers.” I said with a laugh. I killed indescriminately, evil doers or innocents.. it didn't matter. I had no concious regret about any of the actions or sins I had committed which only further proved what I said about being a monster.

[phillip]

"Then nevermind I do not wish to waste your time," I replied. I had wanted to just lent everything out before I would get all caught up in these emotions. "Ah, but not all are monsters, you would have to know not all could do what you do. You are a true vampire but there are some who wastes their eternity just sit around and mope. I don't. Why do you think I never had a lover when I was a human or when I became a vampire?"

I began to get angry. Not at him, no, but everything. I began to like someone and then suddenly they die on me. Assassinated. And, on top of that, they had me so confused. Confused! One minute we were talking the next he kissed me, right in that party he did that. A demon. I sighed once more, and fuck it I'll just lend it out.

"Forgive me, just feeling all these emotions that was deep inside me. Alright I'll just lend it out before it makes me go fucking crazy. You see, a while ago I met this unique man who wasn't a vampire like yourself or myself but a demon. He and I well we bumped into each other most of the time. He had felt anger, frustration, shit like that." I paused for a minute and thought about everything that happened but I didn't want to bore him out so I decided to shorten the story.

"Anyway to cut the story short," I continued, "he kissed me at this gathering that had taken place a while back, right then and there and said he loved me. I was so confused and I'm sure he was. Well, I did feel I had someone I could talk to but he was killed. Perhaps I felt sadness about it, but other than that, anger. Anger that he didn't seem to come by and visit, anger that he would do this even at his daughter who loved him. So maybe I shouldn't meddle into something I didn't know. However, he was....my friend, one of the only few I had."

I got up and walked up a little bit then stopped and looked up at the sky but not at him. "Is this a curse, Nikki? This we all have, is to live forever without getting a chance at something we never had before?"

[nikki]

I would smile brightly when he mentioned this, the fact that not all could be what they were. I loved to kill them when I found them, those too weak to do what had to be done to survive. They were a weak disgrace, they did not deserve the powers of an Immortal so I took them away. "Then they deserve to die. I slay their kind on sight, they make me sick. We were the ones truly made in Gods image, we must do his dirty work.. killing." I said with a devious grin as I let my senses wander. I could hear, smell, and see the people below us, wondering about the two strange shadows on top of the arch. I did not wish to hide, I wanted to embrace this and show it to the rest of the world. Of course there were those who would try and stop me, exposure and what not I was sure. "I wish to walk amongst them, my head held high as their god and savior." I said with a wicked grin.

"Oh for F*cks sake, quit crying already." I said with a mocking tone. Personally I knew I was a monster, my true nature starting to rise once more as I showed disdain for his sob story. "We're the all powerful, the Immortal. We should control them all, crush them beneath our heels." I said with a tone that hinted blood lust. Was I out of my mind? Probably, but then again what Vampire was not? Running my hands down my frame, I would shudder as I felt the hunger within me. My earlier snack had only made me content, it had done nothing more then remove the edge from my thirst. One thousand years.. I needed more then just two whores. "Yes Phillip, this is a curse. A nasty trick played upon us by God. However we were meant to do his work and so we shall. We are his instruments of death, meant to kill in secret to spare him the blame." I said with a bitter tone as looked down over the ledge.

"You're going to hate me Phillip, so when the time comes.. just remember that I don't give a damn." I said with an evil chuckle. Was I kidding? Of course not. I was a massive hypocrite, I loved all my creations and missed them dearly.. yet at the same time I hated them all and wished for them to burn in the fires. They however were too strong for me to bother with, so I would let them be for now. "I apologize ahead of time, even though apologies mean nothing."

[phillip]

"Why apologizing for something who you are? And when am I crying? I only stated those words to get them out of my system. I am an immortal, as same as you and you know what, fuck Haili. Fuck that he would get himself assassinated, having me without a damn friend who I can turn to other than of my friend Michael. Fuck him. Fuck him to fucking hell where he belongs. Look I don't want to fucking spend my eternity as some sappy, sad, lonely, little vampire. I want to fucking live my fucking life. And I know Michael would want me to. Listen, I don't care if you are the most arrogant person in the whole damn wide world. Other than of my maker, other than of Michael, I am grateful I met you. There are other types of vampires out there and you know what, I feel like killing some too. I meant it. Some are fucking coming to me saying how their fucking immortality really sucks and shit like that. Well then they shouldn't had allowed their makers to make them! That's how I feel. I was made for a damn reason because the person wanted to save my life and I am grateful for that." I sighed and shook my head. "You can hate me too for talking too much but like you I don't give a shit. Better to lend all of this out before I fucking go crazy. And I want to see if you can do one little thing. Continue this if you will. Teach me. Teach me how to open my eyes to other things. Teach me to be a better vampire. A vampire that is different from others out there. Its time. I've spent more than a thousand years just being myself its time to be something different and tonight, it felt so damn good just like when I was in the bahamas and killed that man, before I met up with Haili. At least one thing was certain, he was the first man I kissed and certainly won't be the last, men or women." I sighed, relieved I lent it out. "Damn I feel better. But yes, teach me, Nikki."

[nikki]

I would roll my eyes, this one prattled on like an annoying little school girl. Part of me wanted to simply crush him on the spot and find someone else, someone who would not act like such a little pansy. Clicking my tongue I'd hover off of the ground and look about the city, floating up roughly ten feet. "For the last time, spare me your whiny rants or I will crush you beneath my heel." I said in a dark tone as I let me mind wander the masses below. "Mmm~ I can feel the rich, delicious thoughts of the ones below. This time will be an amazing one to explore.. so many wonderful things to see.." I said with a strange tone that sounded like I was intoxicated. The feeling must have been overwhelming, I was using one of the powers I feared the most without truly realizing that I was doing such a thing. "Close your mind Phillip, I'm sick of whats within. Until you become a real "man" I do not wish for another peep about your past." I stated coldly as I landed.

"We're going to go find some more humans to terrorize now. However I do not want any deaths, we will show them that we exist.." I said with a smirk as I opened my eyes. Their hazle glow would seem like some sort of surreal glow as I moved with one swift motion. I would grab a hold of the back of Phillips collar and take to the air. He was in my hands now, I could as I wished with him. Wether it be drop him, crush him or throw him into the night sky. I was content however to simply move forward, we needed to go to the America's. Soon they would have a new god, one that could truly show them what was real and what was not. Thats all Nikki wanted, to be someones savior. He would be what the humans would worship as their lord. He would deliver them unto a new era of brilliance, driving them all forward within evolution instead of the backward steps they were taking. "Scared Phil?" I would ask in a dark tone as I laughed loudly, the cold air chilling me to the bone.

[phillip]

I shook my head. What the hell is with him? What, I can't lend out my feelings? I am now irritated. If he doesn't like it why not he just fly off? "Alright, fine. Not one more peep. I apologize for talking that much. Really needed it out of my system." Well that would be easy considering I had lent out everything. I had to. Had those damn thoughts in my head for some time now. God damn you, Haili. I watch as he lifted himself up. Not surprisingly, since I've heard some vampires can fly so its not so shocking. But to see a man like this do it right in front of me, something you don't see any day.

I watch him as he looked around and then spoke to me now. What the hell? I feel him grabbing the back of my collar and take to the air. I smiled. "Sounds good," I said to him. "Alright, what do they say...its show time?" I look around me while he flew us through the air. "Scared? No not at all," I said to him. Why should I be? Oh yeah that's right he has the hold on me. Well if I was in a plane then this is nothing.

OOC: Do we put a new threaddie in the americas?