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Post by as on Jul 15, 2008 12:07:27 GMT -5
Haili exhaled, allowing his hair to fall on his shoulders as he loosed the now rough ponytail that he had accumulated. "I'm sorry. Sorry for asking you to leave." Haili stated as he continued to look out to the waters. It was a very troubling time for Haili, he found it hard to make decisions without first thinking about the interest of his daughter, or his past.
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Post by phillip on Jul 15, 2008 12:19:57 GMT -5
"It's okay," Phillip replied back, "I mean its understandable. You are just going through a lot and I could tell it really stressed the hell out of you. I accept your apology, Haili." With that he smiled and looked out at the water then at the sky, though now with the moon hanging high, there is a reflection, a soft one, of it on the water. "Wow its so beautiful out," he now said his eyes focused on the sky.
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Post by as on Jul 16, 2008 8:06:15 GMT -5
Haili dangled his feet above the water, exhaled and then looked over at Phillip. "It is a beautiful evening indeed." He stated and finally offered the first smile of the night. "Do you think I'm crazy Phillip? I mean, like...I dont know." Haili stated nervously, looking up at Phillip with nervous eyes.
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Post by phillip on Jul 16, 2008 8:31:23 GMT -5
"No I don't think you're crazy," Phillip replied back as he now looked at him. "Why thinking that? You can tell me anything. I know I have never been in that kind of situation and you were the first kiss as well. Yeah believe it or not I haven't been kissed at all. Maybe because I was busy with my life before I became a vampire or what not."
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Post by as on Jul 16, 2008 22:59:15 GMT -5
Hearing that, Haili sighed. It was a nightmare and the very thing that Shaddai was warning him about, but he never really got it through his thick skull, at least Phillip didnt think he was crazy. "Well, that night was just so...so crazy you know. It was just all in the moment." Haili stated as he looked at him.
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Post by phillip on Jul 17, 2008 8:11:23 GMT -5
"I understand. It was something unexpected but don't think of that you did something wrong. And besides, it doesn't change that I like you. Because I do. I find you interesting actually and it was so good to see you since well the last time we spoke was in France, and did anyone tell you that you're good at kissing? I know you don't want me to say that but its true."
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Post by as on Jul 19, 2008 17:45:37 GMT -5
Haili shaked his head, turning it away from Phillip as he faced the other direction. It was all too much for him, and he felt his heart break and his bones shiver. "Then," he started as he turned towards Phillip, his eyes full and dreary, "Then would it hurt if I tell you, tell you that, that I dont feel the same way?!" Haili stated as he confessed. Haili was going through an entire wave of emotion, maybe this was just one of them.
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Post by phillip on Jul 20, 2008 13:56:52 GMT -5
Phillip heard the words and saw the look in Haili's eyes. Okay being here is a bad thing. He didn't mean to make the poor man feel like this and all he wanted to do was to tell him that he likes him. He doesn't want to hurt him. He nodded his head. In fact it does hurt him. He had thought they would get to know each other. He thought of standing to his feet and walk away only to the other side of the pier. But the question is would Haili call him back? Or just stand there? He wasn't sure but now he doesn't even know what to do.
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Post by as on Jul 21, 2008 16:48:07 GMT -5
The tension between them was thick and it forced Haili to wonder if he had said something that his heart was not saying. Haili sniffed and stared up at the moon as his eyes were full but not yet cracking a tear. Haili was unsure of why he was even sitting here if his heart was telling him not to be here. He was so unsure as to what the intenions of this man would be from hereon in. He was unsure of where the two would stand now and what would occur if they continued to see each other alone in these fashions. It was clearly too much for Haili to handle, and Haili didnt know if he had made the right decision.
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Post by phillip on Jul 21, 2008 16:54:48 GMT -5
Phillip continued to look up at the sky now, and could hear the man sniff, as if he was ready to cry or something. He looked over at the man he could easily pick through his thoughts but is that the right thing to do? Instead, he reached over and gently placed his hand on the man's shoulder after he scooted over of course. He rubbed the man's back as if soothing him telling him its okay don't need to feel like that. He pulled his hand away knowing it was wrong to do so. He wanted to do something else but what? He didn't want to make the man uncomfortable. So he just looked up at the moon once more now pondering what to do. That is why he is now very quiet.
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Post by as on Jul 21, 2008 16:57:19 GMT -5
The man's hand against his shoulders went without movement as Haili could only feel the tingle of uncomfortability continue to grow more tension between the two. The silence between them made the winds whispers loud and the sea's crashes even louder. Haili turned to Phillip and finally broke the silence that had overwhelmed them since their cofnessions, "I'm sorry." He apologized.
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Post by phillip on Jul 21, 2008 17:00:22 GMT -5
Phillip turned to Haili, and wondered why he would say sorry? If Haili felt like that then he can. Besides, to Phillip, its a very difficult situation to be in and he felt bad for him. He's sure Haili feels bad for him too. He reached over and gently stroked the man's cheek but in a friendly way then pulled away his hand just to set his hand on the pier in between them. "Its okay," he said.
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Post by as on Jul 22, 2008 19:33:41 GMT -5
The moment the an stroked his cheek Haili turned around to stare madly into his eyes, the same look he had given him that night at the Blackout. Haili gulped, not wanting to believe that this was happening to him all over again, that this time it wont be a mistake if he expressed the forbidden emotions that he had hidden since Shandi's birth. He remained looking in his eyes as thought after thought crossed his head, what was he to do now?
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Post by phillip on Jul 23, 2008 8:56:23 GMT -5
Phillip had no regrets to touch the man's cheek, in fact he wanted to show him he does in fact care about him and like him, even if it isn't a romantic feeling, since to him this is all new. He has never felt for a man before and he wondered about what he should do. Should he just go ahead and kiss him? Grab his hand? Smile? If so would Haili turn away or would he get up and leave like before? He wasn't so sure. Its up to Haili really. Phillip doesn't want to make them be apart. In fact he liked his company. Oh boy if his friend sees him now he'd would have told Phillip, "aw you're in love!" the poor man would've blushed.
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Post by as on Jul 24, 2008 21:19:20 GMT -5
Salassi had broke his gaze with the man and turned towards the stars. He had leaned back on the pier to get a better view of the sky. "See that star over there?" He said as he pointed at the brightest star that was directly overhead them, "The one that is right above us?" Haili stated simply as he looked at Phillip engaging him with the stargazing, "Amazing isnt it?"
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