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Post by phillip on Jul 11, 2008 15:33:22 GMT -5
It had been a week after he had last seen Haili in Blackout and throughout his classes he couldn't help of thinking what had taken place back there. He was kissed, for the first time he was kissed by a guy and plus he had began to like Haili but has never expected that. Now as Phillip sat at the beach watching the waves softly crash against the shore, and looked up at the star filled sky, he wondered what would happen. And if this was for real. In fact his heart is racing just thinking about it. And great, there's a moon out too. Just great, the last thing he needs is it to look romantic. Yeah that's a plus. He sighed and continued to watch as the stars twinkle above. He loves coming to here for relaxation. Especially after the stress from classes but moments like this, definately.
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Post by as on Jul 11, 2008 17:59:48 GMT -5
Salassi was tied up from top to bottom. His last visit to the earth had been a week ago when he and Phillip were at the Blackout and he kissed Phillip. He didnt know what had gotten into him, or if Phillip actually felt anything from it. Truthfully, Haili thought it was a mistake, and in some cases he appreciated the fact that he was so tied up so he wont have to run into the man again.
He had been busy with planning a party with his daughter for the Evil community. That task had caused him endless nights and heartaches because Shandi would never let him forget that he promised. He loved it though, they connected like never yet before. Then, immediately after that, Haili was summoned to a Royal Family meeting whichw as endless and in fact he was still dreary about it. Hence, after the meeting he decided to come to the beach.
He sat on the shoreline and allowed the water to soak him as he was sitting in the sand. He didnt care, he was simply here to relax and unwind and to ease his mind that had been so dreadfully overworked.
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Post by phillip on Jul 12, 2008 10:29:17 GMT -5
Phillip continued to think about more about what had happened. He wasn't sure what came over Haili. First they were talking, that was cool, then he asked him for a dance, that was well something he didn't know why he did but really he thought it would be fun and plus there were guys looking at him and it felt uncomfortable. He wanted to make sure no one goes near him at all cost and plus he liked Haili. He and Haili had danced but then suddenly he was pulled out of the dancefloor and well things went to that kiss. He still kind of thought about that. Sure it was something out of the blue but he was glad at least he experienced something. He's not sure right now if he is either feeling more towards him or if it was just out of confusement. He sighed and lowered his head more on his arms his blue eyes still looking up at the sky. If he ever saw him again he would probably not sure what to do. Maybe just go.
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Post by as on Jul 12, 2008 10:47:27 GMT -5
As one wave approached the shore, Haili stared back at it and then closed his eyes as if ready for it to overtake him. But instead, Haili blinked from the shore, where the wave crashed overwhelmingly and onto the dock.Haili was unsure as to why he had even come to the beach today, he supposed it was quiet and would be a time of relaxation for him as rarely people were seen on the beach at night. Haili's feet dangled just above the water as he sat on the dock, he sighed knowing that soon he would be off once again to his hectic life.
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Post by phillip on Jul 12, 2008 11:16:56 GMT -5
Phillip stood from the sand and brushed off the sand from the back of his pants. He didn't take notice that Haili was nearby, or even was at the shore. But when he turned his head he saw a figure sitting at the edge of the dock. He sighed. Probably that man he met before. He remembered the last time he was at the beach and well before they would even begin talking the man was rude and just left. He sighed and walked on then headed to the dock to just walk to the edge and sat down, though he isn't close to Haili. In fact he thought it was probably just another fellow. But when he turned his head he noticed it was Haili though he was looking out at the waves. He took notice of the look on Haili's face. Not wanting to just say something else, he said, "hey."
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Post by as on Jul 12, 2008 11:46:44 GMT -5
Haili had been sitting for quite sometime and since he hadnt seen anyone in the immediate radius he had thought he had the beach for himself. That is until he heard the sound of a male's voice on the side of him. When he noticed that it was Phillip he closed his eyes and stood to his feet. "What you want?" he questioned.
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Post by phillip on Jul 12, 2008 11:51:16 GMT -5
Phillip watched Haili getting up asking him what he wants. He was surprised since he thought he would have reconized him. "Haili, its me, Phillip," he said calmly still sitting of course. He sighed and kept his eyes locked on him. "I was only saying hi and I'm not here to bother you. I was also wondering who was at the pier but if you want me to go I can turn into mist right now and go."
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Post by as on Jul 12, 2008 11:55:02 GMT -5
Haili smirked, turning his back towards the man as he faced the other direction. His was still damp as he was sitting right on the shoreline and the coolness of the environment brought comfort to Haili's muscles, but although the physical relaxation was good, Phillip's appearance only triggered his mental disturbance. "When have I ever tell you what to do?This is a free beach isnt it?" Haili stated spitefully.
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Post by phillip on Jul 12, 2008 12:09:03 GMT -5
"Yes, it is, same as the pier. But you seemed agitated and the last thing I want to do is to bother you at all. I just only say if you want me to leave you alone, tell me and I'll go." He kept his eyes locked at his, meaning every word. "You seem like you have a lot on your mind. I mean I do too. I thought about also the last time I saw you. I wanted to tell you its okay, when you apologized but you left before I could. Its alright, Haili. I wasn't upset. In fact, thank you. You were the first guy I ever was kissed by. You see I'm bi curious which means I'm curious about the same sex and at the same time liking women. I was just surprised. But sit down and tell me. What's on your mind? I mean I could tell you but the list goes on. That's why I come here to the beach to relax and just not let the classes or anything get to me. But if you insist me to leave you alone I could do that."
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Post by as on Jul 12, 2008 12:54:36 GMT -5
Haili sighed. It was almost as though Phillip didnt get it. He didnt get the fact that he had changed, that he had closed the door on his promiscuous lifestyle to become sane and centered. Phillip didnt get that, no one did in fact. Haili turned around so that he was in full view of the man. As he spoke Haili edged closer and closer to him and he shaked his head obviously disappointed that the man would say anything regarding that night he apologized for. "Please, just stop! Just stop!" Haili shouted at him closing his eyes and then sighing,trying not to become angry. "That night, that night was a mistake! Nothing but a mistake!" Haili stated profoundly.
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Post by phillip on Jul 12, 2008 13:04:19 GMT -5
Phillip realized what he did and instantly he stood and placed his hands on his shoulders. "Haili listen to me, its okay! You don't have to say anything about that night. I only wanted to tell you its alright since you left before I could! Look I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry for even bringing it up but I am NOT SORRY for even meeting you! I'm just confused right now. The kiss had me confused." He pulled away and ran his hands through his hair. "I don't know. I'll just go. I'll just go." He walked off but he felt sad that he would say it was a mistake. The kiss was but not when he met him. He did like him. He stopped just to sigh and lean against the railing holding back the urge to just break down and cry. "I like you you know," he whispered. "Just wish you can see that."
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Post by as on Jul 13, 2008 13:06:29 GMT -5
Haili's empathy allowed him to sense the genuine feelings of Phillip that sent him into deep confusion. Haili knew that Phillip liked him now, but Haili was now a father. He had to think for both himself and his father and he couldn't possibly allow his daughter to live with the fact that he was no longer involved with his "girlfriend." Haili turned around to see that Phillip was walking away. "Phillip..." Haili called nervously.
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Post by phillip on Jul 13, 2008 14:00:40 GMT -5
Phillip gave up really. He wanted to let him know that he was in no way rushing him into a relationship, but he just couldn't help it that he began to like Haili. Its not romantic liking though in some ways it was leaning towards that, but just that he just liked him. He's more different than anyone he has ever met and all he wanted was to let him know he's an okay guy. Besides he's used to this. He has never even been with a man. He stopped and looked over his shoulder at Haili. Sighing, and wondering if it was indeed wrong, he realized maybe he wanted to tell him something. But what if he was pushed aside like earlier? He didn't mean to bother him he wanted to see who was there and would have gone if he said so. He knows he doesn't have to get his permission but how would he feel if someone was in his space and didn't want to be bothered? Phillip walked up to him next. "Yeah?" he asked. He stood a few inches away from him. Though when he asked the "yeah" he wasn't angry. He could never be.
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Post by as on Jul 14, 2008 16:05:42 GMT -5
Haili had realized that he was taking out his stresses on this man, not that he cared if he did or anything, nut he was empathetic towards the entire situation. "Don't leave, yet." Haili stated with a sigh taking a seat on the pier as he waited for the man to return instead of walking away. Maybe Haili could improve his social skills by taking this thing slowly rather than falling for this man.
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Post by phillip on Jul 14, 2008 16:27:32 GMT -5
Phillip stood at the spot where he was before Haili had walked back to the spot he was sitting at. Don't leave yet? Why should he stay? Heck Haili didn't seem like in the right moment to be talked to since well he had bothered him before. But, maybe they could still talk. He doesn't want to make him very uncomfortable and plus they barely got to before since they were busy dancing and then...well that moment. He nodded and walked back up to Haili then sat down allowing his feet to dangle over the pier itself, his hands behind his back on the wood part of the pier. "Okay, I won't leave, yet."
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