Anger is a signal ~Jacen~

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Anger was not even the word that described Ice at this moment. He was so mad that he couldn't stand to walk much less talk civil to another soul. He knew he had let the events of the day get to him. Ice was so furious that his eyes even went to an icier blue. He just ran his left hand through his hair as he decided to go for a walk. He knew the walk would work. He knew it just had to work for he was about to go insane and just start hurting everyone he saw.

Maybe this walk will rejuvenate him. He needed to breath for a bit and just clear his cluttered mind. He had so many things racing through his already stressed out mind. He just hated to be lied to. He just saw her face in his mind as he walked. He took off his shoes to see if he could still feel the sand between his toes. He looked out as he saw the clear blue water. He was just so full of anger at that moment that he didn't even appreciate the scenery.

Ice walked further down as he remembered her words in his mind. She had the audacity to lie to him. Why would one lie to someone they love? He just had to forget it and her. It was best for him. He had duties to take care of as a whitelighter. He just had to relax for a bit and just calm down before he took on any charges that day.

Ice felt an odd pain on his shoulder. He wondered what it could be. He rubbed it and just turned around. He saw nothing. For some reason the beach was vacant. He did wonder why but just pushed it aside. He noticed some birds fly over head. Ice just sighed as he continued to walk feeling the hot sand underneath his feet. He soon heard a voice and it sounded like it was calling to him. "Hello.......who wants me?"

[jacen]

"Who'd you think dude..." Jacen said as he orbed before one of his closest friends from the big place above. He was wearing a white t-shirt and a pair of blue jeans and just for the beach, he went barefooted.
"I've been looking everywhere for ya Ice, heard that you came down from the heavens with the rest of us, didn't see you so I thought I'd find ya...you ok?" Jace said as he looked his friend over.

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He looked and saw Jacen. All Ice could think about was here we go again. He just wanted to beat on something. "I dunno but glad it's you." He just gave a rather fake smile. One could tell he was not happy to say the very least. "I see you are doing the same as I." He just felt so much at that moment now a friend has come to see him in one of his most depressing and angery moments of his life. Ice just felt aweful but the emtion most prominate in him was anger.

"Oh well nice to know somebody is looking for me. Oh well yeah I did come down with you guys. I just have not gotten around to finding you all again. Oh well I am not doing well." Ice just looked at him with a blank expression now. "I am facing something nobody can understand not even you. I feel as if I am being ripped apart." He just kept walkiing as he felt the breeze hit his no red face.

[jacen]

Jacen looked at his friend as if analyzing him, but he was really trying to figure out if he should try to figure out what he was talking about or just leave it at that, but for centuries now, he'd been helping people, so what's to stop him now.
"Try me...c'mon man, what's up with you, you just don't seem...in it." Jace said to his friend.

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Ice just looked at his friend as he stopped walking. "I am just not happy with being a whitelighter I want to give my powers up or just I don't know." He had been thinking of joining the dark side. He wanted to have a taste of what is was like to be evil. Maybe this was just his stupidity talking. At least two thirds of our miseries spring from human stupidity, human malice and those great motivators and justifiers of malice and stupiditiy and idealism. He just thought that to himself.

"I don't know Jacen but maybe it was because I couldn't find any of you. I am just mixed up now and a girl had me all in a tissy. I was hoping our relationship was going to last but it didn't. She lied to me so I ended it. I am just out here trying to relese my anger." He just smiled this time for real.

[jacen]

Haden stopped and turned, looking at his friend. he could tell Ice was serious about this...well not serious but he was troubled by this, and this wasn't like Ice. Ice as one of the surest of us, one who knew what he wanted and stuff like that.
"So what? You want to fall from grace? Clip your wings? What about the charges you have...Ice man, who's doing this to you, who's this girl?"